Another thing check off the list

The move is still six week away but there is still so much to get done. Called the cable company today to arrange the pick up the digital box and the internet modem. Things are slowly falling into place, got the call yesterday that I did for sure get the job in the new store so I am happy. Just over 6 weeks left yippie

First full shift in over a month

Today is definatly going to be interesting. My first full shift in over a month my first full day wearing my brace so far the longest I have managed to stay comfortable with it on is 6 hours, so a 9.5 hour shift plus the walk there and back this is bound to be interesting.
In other news it looks like I o'd on my birthday so if I actually did o I am hoping that something actually takes out of this. Now comes the hard part the waiting. I go see my doctor next monday and will also be getting my p4 test done either this friday or monday before I go to my appointment so he's not going to have those results obviously but maybe he will give me last cycle's results that I tried so desperatly to get over the phone and couldn't. I can't wait to move and get to see the proper RE.

Wow I'm impressed

Work just called a few minutes ago, thankfully not to call me in this weekend but to make changes to my schedule for next week. Which since I was off on Friday i hadn't even seen. Which to me is unacceptable but they let her get away with it. The schedule is suppossed to be out by wednesday at the latest because on her weekends to work she has thursdays off. Any ways as to way I am impressed for the last six weeks or so I have been given shitty shifts, horrible hours it just hasn't been fun. My hours per week have been averaging between 17 and 25, in all honesty how can someone live on that. This week its a miraqcle I have 35.5 hours. This is going to be rough on my knee but I will manage it just have to jerry rig something up so it dosen't rub the back of my knee and it will be all good

Happy Birthday to Me

It's hard to believe that it is already the end of March. Another year older andother year wiser, another year with empty arms.
Today I am taking a day for myself my DH and I are going for a reiki treatment shortly and I am hoping that will help me relax some. I woke up this morning with a horendus sore throat. It probobly dosen't help that they decided to put these horrible strong smelling air fresheners/odur adorbers on three shelves right in front of the cashes yesterday and the smell of them was aggreivating my asthma/allergies and the fact that a huge gulp of water went down the wrong way. Oh well at least I have the weekend off to feel better.
I am so glad that each day I wake up is one day closer to the move yippie

Got my knee brace

It finally came in this morning after numberous calls to fedex it was supossed to be here on monday. Pulled it out of the box, and tried it on it fits perfectly. I was in a lot of pain this morning I put it on and pain instantly subsided my knee is stable again. I can walk a lot better still hobbeling but not as bad the hobbeling is now because of the brace. My hinges are adjustable and right now are set at the most lax position I will see how this goes at work today and adjust them as needed. I feel so much better now

Things are moving forward

As of today we have a family doctor in Windsor, and have our first appointments booked already. Things are looking up for us. Slowly everything is falling into place. Now I just need to get the appointment with the RE, hopefully we will be able to get that set up at my next appointment with my current doctor in two weeks.
Down to about 30 more shifts at work time is starting ot go by fast. I guess we had better get our butts in gear and get some more packing done.
I have a three day weekend this weekend so hopefully will get lots done. I am looking forward to the yummy dinner my DH is going ot make for my brithday on friday mmmmm fahitas.

Five Years Already WOW

It's hard to imagine that it has been five years already. This is the year for milestones. Five years since my beloved Nanny passed away, five years since my breast reduction (not regretting that one one bit) and more importantly five years since we said our vows.
What has happened in those five years a lot. We moved from Oakville to a tiny northern ontario town the prodomidantly speaks french, we have had two second trimester losses, countless early mc and or chemicals. We have had our ups and downs and for the most part life has been really good to us. Except for the fact that we still have empty arms and holes in our hearts for our angels.
Today marks the begining of another five year stretch. In less then two months we will be in our new home, a new begining and lots of renewed hope.
My DH still hasn't found a job as of yet, as for me it isn't offical yet but I should be hearing early next week, the one ct store says they have between 20 and 30 hours for me which is exactly what I was looking for. We have already started to window shop for decore for the new place. Pretty much have both bathrooms decided on colors, as well as the dinning room, now the rest of the house that is a differant story. Its bad enough that we don't have enough furnature to furnish the house completely. That won't take long to do though. To help us out my mom is giving us a washer dryer and chest freezer, now they are old so they will do until we can get newer more energy efficant ones but its a start.
In the new house it is going to be the first time I am living somewhere that hydro is not inculded so this is going to be interesting, we are going to have to be even more consciencious about not wasting it, any of you out there have any tips plese share them with me.

Moving Forward

Well it looks like I might be having my choice of two out of the three CT stores in Windsor. Neither could offer me a 100% gaurentee over the phone but both said they would be welcoming. I sent my resume off to one and talked with the other who wants me to go see him when I arrive in Windsor. So one less stress delt with. I booked my vacation yesterdya at work so my offical last day will be May 6th for actual working. I am taking my vacation until May 23rd as that is what is owed to me.
Our townhouse is two doors down from my best friend so this is turing out to be a great fresh start for us I really can't wait. Now I only have to survive 38 more shifts at work

Its Offical we have a moving date

We have confirmation that we got the townhouse we were looking at and got the move in date of May 15th. Neither of us have jobs yet but we are still looking I am going to be seeing if I can get some strings pulled to be transfered to the Canadian Tire store there. I am soooooooooo excited.
This definatly makes up for the issues I have been having with my doctor's office this week. I called in to see if my P4 results indicated ovulation or not because I need to know weather to fill the script for the 100mg of clomid again. The receptionist gave me the run around and then finally said just take it as perscribed so basically I know nothing. I asked if I had ovulated then sicne I was suppossed to stay on the same dosage and all she would say to me was the doctor said to take it as perscribed grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. So ok I will do another round of 100mg and when I go to my next appointment I am getting my referal to the new doctor in Windsor.

No Hope

After a few BFN's its onto the provera still have no idea if the clomid actually worked or not this cycle going to try and get that information from my doctor tomorrow. So nothing really new in that department.
As for my knee we have finally found a brace that will do the right job. Just waiting for our income tax refund to order it now.
On the move front we are both still looking for new jobs. The really good one my DH applied for the posting was cancled so we are still looking.
My current job is still pissing me off. They have offered me a lay off for the second time in two months, this time for me to let my knee heal. Yeah ok I believe that, I am apprently boarderline able to work. Yet I go t work every day I do what I am asked yeah ok I hobble and am a little slower but I am doing my freaken job.