Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Still waiting

My doctor has my MRI results however my next appointment with her isn't until July 14th so I am still waiting to find out exactly what's wrong while my small amount of pain killers keeps getting smaller despite taking them sparingly. Today is a bad day my back seized up because I was reading outside and was laying on my stomach. It is getting annoying not being able to do much without worrying if my back is going to seize up or not. Of course each time it seizes it seems worse then the time before.

In other news I have restarted on a fertility tea as well as some other supplements to see if that will at least get my hormones some what balanced. So currently right now not too sure how actively ttc we are or if it more not abstaining. Time will tell this roller coaster has taken enough out of me I think it is pretty much time to stop the ride just taking it one day at a time

Monday, June 7, 2010

post MRI

Well my MRI was yesterday and the ativan did its job keeping relatively calm during the procedure thankfully. However just as I knew it would my back started spazing and hurting after I had been on the table on five minutes. I managed to stay still for the whole thing and just ignored my back until it was time to get off the table. The tears started flowing freely because of the intense pain it took me five or six tries just to sit up and swing my legs over the edge the technologist wouldn't even give me hand to sit up, all he kept saying was take your time and handed me a tissue to wipe my eyes. I then hobbled down the hall way to the waiting room where one of my really good friends was waiting for me tears streaming down my cheeks and defiantly not a happy camper. She got me a wheel chair and off to the ER we went. Once we got called in it was a very short time before I was seen by a resident he did a through exam apologizing profusely for making me lay down on the stretcher and causing the pain to be intensified again. I was given a shot of dilautid and gravol and a script for dilautid to fill and at least now I am pain free but slightly high and loopy but I can tolerate moving as long as the room isn't spinning.
My family doctor will have the results in 4 to 5 business days so I should be getting a call about it next week to find out what is wrong