Signing off

Just want to say farewell for now to anyone who reads this blog.
I may come back to it at another time when there is something more exciting to blog about except for the things that I need to get off my chest and don't always have some one to listen.
I don't want people to feel that they are my emotional life vest. So all apron strings are cut. Yes I am unstable right now and need some stability in my life, but in order to get that I feel I must keep quiet or continue to validate myself. I am tired of doing both constantly. Its not like I enjoy this far from it nor did I choose for this to happen to me. I am who I am accept it or not.
Fare thee well Merry Did we Meet Merry shall we part

Taking a hiatus

Well we are taking a three month break from actively trying. My family doctor put me on birth control to try and regulate my hormones while I am waiting for our appointment with the new RE in December. It should prove to be a decent break and three months in the scope of the past seven years isn't all that long.
In other news I have found yet another medication that I am allergic to which sucks royally because it had been helping me sleep. I am also in the process of obtaining a psychiatric service dog as recommended by my doctor so will keep you posted on that. Other then that there isn't much new I am still drowning in anxiety which it hasn't been letting up maybe one day.