Possibly Triphasic

Ok so I imput my temp this mornign and I get this message on fertility frieand possibly triphasic on cd 25, yippie another sign pointing towards the ultimate goal, the little bar beside early pregancy signs estimater is at 90pt. I don't put too much thought into this though because Ih ave had it up to 98pts and that was a busted cycle.
I still havne't tested, unsure if and when I want to even test. Yes I know I am killing some of you here, but after everythign I have been threw you just have to understand the longing for those two lines but the fear that comes along with those two lines.
I have how ever checked the chiense gender predictor (was there any ways checking for my pregnant blind friend) I have also made an approximate ticker just to find out how far (for purely medical sakes my Dr wants an early us and my appointment isn't until Feb 4th)
Even with all this woke up this morning and my lower back was sore, hmmm that usually means AF is around the cornor, so there goes down a few levels of apprehension.
FF has my test date of monday, which thankfully is my day off so if I end up in a bad mood I am at home instead of dealing with customers.
Also because of my whacky cycles I have no idea how long my LP is actually suppossed to be, umm only had one so called normal cycle, so how do I even know that testing on monday or today or that matter 15dpo is going to be accurate. Did I really O when my temps said I did? What did my P4 test revel did I even actually O?
So many questions going threw this infertiles mind it is unreal.
I just want clairification am I not allowed that, can't my life just be simple look at me cross eyed and bang the stick has two lines.