Just random thoughts

There is so much going threw my mind right now. I am getting so excited about the prospect of moving. Slowly going threw daydreams of how I want to decorate and such. Looking at things at work and saying that would be nice to get for the new place. There is this gorgeous framed picture of a vase of white with pink hues roses, which I think would be perfect in our bedroom. In this apartment we still have boxes packed from when we moved in. This apartment was suppossed to be a temporary stepping stone. Our landlord told us that he would have a house for us in six months well in July we will have been here three years. So we haven't decorated everything is very cluttered and its down right depressing looking at this hole. I can't wait to have room to move rooms to go into to get away form DH. This apartment is basically a bacelor apartment with a small bedroom so very tiny. The kitchen we can't even open the fridge door all the way, there is hardly enough room for one person in there let alone two when you need help with something. I have a nice burn scar on my back from the roasting pan from christmas of 07, had it on the stove top resting before carving and was trying to do somethign on the counter and ouch burnt my back.
There is so much that I would love to have a place for everything all my nick nacks proudly displayed. I have three boxes of party light candle holders and no where to display them. Not to mention the fact that I have no cupboard space for all my pampered chef stuff.
I have decided that I am going to head down to Windsor for the week that my friend is having her scheduled c section, that way my nefew will be able to stay at home while his mom is in the hospital and have some what of a normal routine. Here is hoping that both my DH and I have jobs by then. I would love to be able to move without having new jobs linned up but that is not practical. As it is when we do move we will be moving into a new house and having furniture for our bed room and the dinning room, but thats about it. My couches are not coming with us, because Koda even though he was a sweetie we had to find him a new home destroyed both couches and there is no way I am going ot bring those into a new house. He had severe anxiety issues and the minute you left the house he would pee on the couches, I have steam cleaned and used pet ordour remover and nothing helps. Now the smell might actually be gone but I can still smell it so right now they both have blankets covering them. I have a feeling kijji is going ot be my friend the first few weeks we are there.
There is just so much I want and so much that I can visualize. I can't wait to have a home that actually feels liek a home. THis apartment feels so empty, its hard to explain we havne't made it ours, we have no pictures on the walls, no nick nacks out, my table has a plain white table cloth on it and its very cluttered, there is no place for anyhting nothing has its own special little place. Half my bedroom furniture is in my living room, my microwave is sitting on my dresser, my tv is sitting on a dinning room table (because i have two tables) I could go on and on.
I have my fingers crossed that my DH hears something about the job he applied for last month, they said they would let selected applicants know by the 27th of this month so next week. Here's hoping